BellaTheRandom

Sorry I fell off the face of the earth, DA. I'm alive. Im okay. Been through a lot. I've loved. I've lost. I've found myself. I've lost myself. Lost my home. But I'm okay. Really. Survived a cat 4, almost 5 hurricane. I got this. And that dude I mentioned two years ago in my journal? Been with him over a year now. He became my best friend, my everything. Things are good. Not perfect, but good. Hoping to move soon, but once I get out and set up a work space, I really want to get working again. I have some ideas for dragons and earrings that I'm dying to test out, I just need a place to sculpt! Hopefully there will be more to come th

Have you ever gone through something so painful in your life, emotionally, that you immediately want to forget it ever happened? You're tired of being in pain over it, so every time your brain tried to think about it, you train yourself to suddenly think of something else? Really don't want my new crush thinking I stole his anxiety coping method. I'm not doing it because crowds make me nervous. Yeah, his way of using only one ear bud allows me to calm my fear of not being able to hear everything around me. Getting lost in the music helps me cope. I can't tell him that for the entire past month since my bad break up, I've had music stuck in